I have just taken my first bath in UK. Hot water takes a long time to come. Nearly froze to death! My new luggage screwed up too. The combination didn't work, and we had to pry the lock open. Everything isn't working out as well as I'd thought. I would probably change my accomodation too. It is quite and out-of-the-way place, a very long walk from school and very dangerous for me. It also doesn't have internet and the room is small. I hate this place! I want my own home and my own room!

I just got off the phone with my darling Daryn. I lost it. It hit me so bad just now. I long for him, yearn to be by his side, I want to feel his touch and hear his soothing voice. I miss him! I miss the rest of my family too, but him the most! I called him after not being able to fight the urge to cry. On the phone, I told him how much I missed him and cried and cried.

[My messy Devonshire room]

[The sideroad to my flat]

I'm beginning to tihnk it wasn't worth going through all this, but he says I have to think of my future (which is very true) and I have to think of the sacrifices my parents made especially for me. He calmed me down and I read him what I had written so far. I need him and can't live without him! I hope time passes super quickly so I can be back in Singapore and spend a lovely Christmas with him. I dare not think of how I have to go on like this for 3 years!

Goodnight! I love you my dearest Daryn! And my love goes out to my family and Lester (part of the family too, that cute lil' thing!) as well!

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